Cainophobia is the technical term for the fear of change. From dealing with death, leaving your home, changing your path, it's something we all deal with.
lyrics
I want you to know your wonderland is in bloom
and the sun is shining down
I want you to know I'll keep everything safe in your living room
though it's strange being here without you around
There's been talk that we might just pack up and stay awhile
but that would mean leaving where we've been for so long
for every tree, room, memory that we gain
I fear is one I won't be able to hold on
Hold on
There is change just around the fence,
don't know where I'm going but I know where I've been
I shouldn't be afraid, won't someone just come and tell me why I am?
There is change just around the fence,
don't know where I'm going but I know where I've been
I'm trying to hold the faith that everything's gonna be
alright in the end
I've always had a love for music and the way that it felt
and I've always had to work for every little card I've been dealt
Now I found I've been singin' to more than just myself
but I've never been on a plane, or east of the great lakes
or south of Oregon state
There is change just around the fence,
don't know where I'm going but I know where I've been
I shouldn't be afraid, won't someone just come and tell me why I am?
There is change just around the fence,
don't know where I'm going but I know where I've been
I'm trying to hold the faith that everything's gonna be
alright in the end
I'm always movin', always losin', always replacin' the old with the new
I wish to take everything I've ever known, everywhere I go
but I don't have room
I'm learnin' that I don't need those things to be happy where life
brings me to
There is change just around the fence,
don't know where I'm going but I know where I've been
I shouldn't be afraid, won't someone just come and tell me why I am?
There is change just around the fence,
don't know where I'm going but I know where I've been
I'm trying to hold the faith that everything's gonna be
alright in the end
credits
from Shot in the Dark,
released July 26, 2014
Group vocals: Alex Enger, Andy Chayer, Carter Torgeson, Chris Harding, Emerald Jones
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